星期日, 十二月 12, 2004

Well, it’s been a while since I blogged huh?

Well, I am still trying to find the Chinese input writing software online with little luck so I can’t blog in Chinese or see any Chinese stuff even if I want to. Sad……..
Well, to say the truth, I am starting to feel as though my job may not be that bad after all. I really don’t know what I am thinking about the job stuff. I can’t make up my mind. Well, I think, I won’t be job hoping for a full time job unless it pays better then this. And the other thing is that I will try my best to find some job that is not in the office hours and do if for a month plus or something.

Oh yeah…..since I haven’t blogged in a while, I will have this entry slightly longer.
Watched Alexander with Priyanka on Monday. Watched after the sunset with her and her cousin today. Well, you see, her cousin is from India, and so he is an Indian Indian and according to my dear friend, if she is matched with a Indian Indian, there is a probability that it might be him. Well, good luck my dear friend. He is really quite a typical Indian, going to best to look at computers? Dress weirdly, look older than his age.

“The taste of your lips is ecstasy” it certainly is. I am nearly always thinking about him. Even when I am working. Seeing young couples coming into the shop, sometimes just recalling some of the things we were saying on the phone about whatever this and that……really miss him lots…sob sob. Then we had a mini quarrel just the other night on his birthday. Well, it was about this close good female friend of his whom he hasn’t seen in a long time, will always chat with her when he is in mainland, they met up for about an hour plus, dinner and talk, then she buys him a cake and gave him a present. Off cause I am unhappy, sad, jealous and worried. Well, sad and jealous cause I am not that girl spending his birthday with him. That is the main reason. Then there is this thing about me that is I sometimes will think that that I am somewhat not good enough for him but there is truth and falsehood in this statement at the same time…..sigh…….

Sad sad…. It is nearly 3 months since I last saw him, last felt his warmth and last inhale the smell of him. .. sob sob…….

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